A collapse in confidence on the cards?

Just about to power down and head off in the direction of Clapham Picture House with H for LOTR at 8.15, with prelim food choice to be decided.

Went out for lunch with 2 of the people I started here with as a trainee. It was a bit weird as for the first time I felt like I wasn't on a par with them. And it wasn't what they were saying, it was more how the conversation didn't flow in my direction at all; kind of verbal non verbal communication. Unconscious on their part I hope.

oh well.

Hope tomorrow's lunch is less weird than today's and yesterday's have been - otherwise I'll start getting paranoid....